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                                                       Fuck You

fuck you for leaving.
fuck you for telling me your coming back
fuck you for making me sad
fuck you for making me cry
fuck you for making me laugh
fuck you for telling me to come say goodbye
fuck you for having her there
fuck you for swinging us around and playing us like cards
fuck you for making me belive in something for once
fuck you for making me a little less bitchy
fuck you for always being right
fuck you for making me want to stay
fuck you because theres no one else to fuck
youv taken off my edge.
iv bittin of more then i could chew

after i started typing this i relized it sounds like a poem. but its not. its the truth. and its ment for someone. someone who will never read it. Brian left today. i cried this morning. i miss him because theres no one here i can actually trust. Harlen is coming back. might live with me. then ill actually have someone. i have no friends. idk if i sound like whats her face about not having any friends because the reason she doesnt is because shes a bitch. my reason is they all seem to leave. Brian says hes coming back i know for a fact he isnt. its just obvious. maybe. ill call travis's fone to talk to him. hopefully he'll be around. he'll probably find some stupid girl. that Laurie girl hasnt called again and if she does im saying "hes gone. probably wont be back for along time. hes about 12 hours away if you drive. idk how long it will take if you walk but knock yourself out." and if she asked were he is im going to say "im not at liberty to say." haha. dumb bitch. well Serena, and Bum are the only ppl who will hang out with me now. and Bridget. but her Grandma hates us all. Serena is with Sam. so less time with her. and of course Bums with Bridget. so at las im still friendless. until Harlen comes back. in witch he'll probably find some stupid girl. the kids at the park are my friends, like Brandon,Fish, and John. Chase and Brennon. but they arnt the same. well. Jessi hates me guts. idc though if she wanted to beat my ass she had plently of chance to do it today. so idc then she told Serena "well i dont have a problem with you just that slut" but then hmm seems she was talking a TON of shit about serena to me. hmph. oh well. Fuck It.                      i hope you all enjoy not reading my entrys and just posting. cuz im really not the interesting.

kthnxbi